I be up in the gym just workin on my fitness

Ugh…I really really hate diets.  I’m a worker-outter.  I did roller derby and stairs at work just so that I could eat what I want…I LOVE food…so now that I’m on a diet I’m completely miserable.  I’m trying to kill 2 birds with 1 stone by cutting out everything bad but it’s leaving me wanting…No dairy, NO NO NO sugar, NO NO NO oils, butters or fats of any kind…no bread…just pultry, spices of all kinds…soup and veggies…No sugar substitutes, only truvia or stevia…Heres the problem with Truvia…it tastes like freezer burn.  Also, it seems to separate the sweet out, like, first you taste whatever your eating…for instance, I’m not a big water person so i like mixing lemon juice with water and like, splenda right, well I made a big gallon water with the truiva and lemon juice but its like first you taste lemon, then you taste sweet, it’s really weird.  I can have coffee, but no creamer, and I LOVE creamer…I used powdered creamer with milk/1/2 and 1/2 when ever I have both available to me, so that’s gonna be hard…Also throughout the day I’ll have oranges, apples and salads…chicken for lunch and dinner and really, nothing else 😦 but i should see some major results and it’s only for a few weeks so it’s not forever…really, it’s more to get me to lose some more weight cause I’ve pretty much done a good job at maintaining my weight since I lost it all so if I can sacrifice a couple of weeks to lose another couple of lbs I’d really be happy…here’s where Im at as of last night, which is the perfect before pic…look at that belly…so big!!

so we’ll see what a few weeks of REALLY healthy eating will do for me.  I was dying for something sweet so I cut up some apples, put them in a pan with cinnamon and truvia and water and baked them which was really good…almost done with day 1 and something about  being on a diet is funny…I never really like taco bell, but I’ve been CRAVING it today…it’s like drugs, dang it!  and I’m quitting cold turkey!


About internjessica

My name is Jessica Pac but you might know me as Intern Jessica from The Radio Dan show, or possibly as Pac Bauer, roller girl extraordinaire from The Palm Beach Rollergirls! I’m 31 in 2010 (if this blog is years and years old you do the math) and I live in beautiful Boca Raton Florida (no, I’ve yet to run into Seinfeld’s parents although I just might be dating myself with that comment!) I have an amazing husband, Dan, and a beautiful step-daughter, Alexa. I have 2 sisters, Rebecca is 4+ years younger than me, she lives about 2 hours away and Stephanie is 5+ years younger than me and she lives just about ½ hour away. She has 2 sons, my nephews, Nicky and Elliott. Nicky has autism and is progressing wonderfully as the years go by and Elliott is a wonderful younger brother! We have a cat named Charlie who is a gray tuxedo cat and for some reason I talk about him way more than I think I should, although I can’t imagine I would write a lot about him. I have a day job that I love with Waste Management and if I’m there forever I wouldn’t mind not one bit. I love going to movies and I love watching television shows. My mother passed away from brain cancer when I was 15 years old. She was a super strong super short super cool lady and I always wonder about how it would have been to have her in my life. As I mentioned before, I’m on The Radio Dan Show with my husband and I hope that this is something that we continue to do for years to come. I also play Roller Derby for a league here in Palm Beach County and although I’m nursing a broken ankle I really hope to continue to do it in the future! I’m orig from NY just like a lot of people here in Florida and I think that sums me up for now. I’m beginning this blog Nov 2010 and I hope to be able to keep up with it because I think that blogging is a wonderful way to remember things that you just don’t realize that you’ll forget. I know because I kept a blog before and sometimes when I read back through it I can’t help but be amazed about the things we’ve done and seen together throughout our lives.
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